True Real Short Love Story
The unfolding of all true love stories
Today I met him,
the boy in the middle of this whole love story.
Back in eight
grade of my schooling, I had a huge crush on him.
Actually, when I
say huge, it’s a complete understatement. I had a gargantuan crush on that guy.
It was like one
of those fairytale love stories your grandmother would have made up, to
convince you to get married.
I believed in
that fairytale. I believed in love, and him, just as much.
During my pinky
frilly days (minus the pink and frill, realistically I was a tomboy), I was the
goon in school, and a good one at that.
I bullied my
schoolmates who picked on nice kids like me. You know the ones, spotty, wearing
cheap plastic glasses that covered more than just the eyes, the whole face
really.
As cool as we
considered ourselves to be, in reality my friends and I were actually the dorky
geeks of the school. My pals and I were uncool and shunned by the so called
“cooler people”.
On the contrary,
the teachers loved geeks like me. We had the best grades, the simplest
hairstyles and we were the best-behaved children. But I was also good at
sports. Sports were given a lot of importance in our school and sportsmen in my
school were like the quarterbacks in Hollywood teen movies. They were the
idols. My spectacles never came between me and my star status. Until I fell in
love.
If you were to
ask me about the whole deal now, I would call it silly.
But then, I
never felt silly. It was a serious and dramatic chapter for me in my life.
The beginning of my true love story
I remember the
day when I first saw him and it feels like it was just yesterday. My friends
and I were walking on the loggia and then, just like in one of the H-Town mush
movies, time just stood still. The dry leaves stopped in midair and so did the
rest of the world. He was coming from the other side with his pals. He was so
handsome, so dashing and so all that. Who was he? He was a senior, and two
years older than me. I got to know that later that day.
Where there is a
will, there is a way, especially when it comes to information. I was in eighth
grade and he was in tenth grade. Wow! His class was very close to the ladies’
room. I started frequenting the loo so much that my teacher had to send me to
the sick room to check if I had some bladder infection. She was right, I did
have an infection. It was love.
Within no time I
had all the information about him. He had an elder brother who was married. He
lived near the city hall. And he went by the route ‘3’ bus. Sadly, I went home
by route ‘1’ bus.
I tried going
once by route ‘3’ bus. He was there, reclining in the back seats, talking and
flirting with his girlfriends. It wasn’t a pleasant sight. To make things
worse, going by route ‘3’ meant that I had to walk four miles back home.
I wanted him to
know that I liked him but at times, I wanted the secret to die with me. Now I
wonder if that was limerence or true love I was feeling for him. I
guess there was that bit of girliness underneath my skin of a tomboy. How could
I tell him, should I even tell him, and other questions along those lines
became more important to me than algebra and differentiation.
I loved him, I
was sure of that then. I wanted to marry him and live happily ever after. All
this, without ever knowing whether there was a girl in his life or whether he
would ever like me. I was pretty sure he would like me. He was supposed to.
Everyone liked me. Why wouldn’t he? I could never summon the courage to tell
him.
The days passed
and I passed into my ninth grade. Now I was a big girl who was trying to hide
the tomboy in the closet. I was a girl who was trying to be a girl. I grew my
hair despite my battles with the comb. My skirt got shorter and my socks got
lower. Although I wasn’t allowed to wax in my traditional school, I didn’t have
to worry about that. I had great legs. I wanted to lure him with my beauty. I
was beautiful although I wore glasses. [Read: How to seduce a guy who isn’t
yours]
In ninth grade,
my class ended up being the one opposite his and I didn’t have to frequent the
loo to see him anymore. One time, he got a sty in his eye and I felt like I had
one too, the whole week. I had two Valentine’s Day cards, two get-well-soon
cards, and one Congratulations card when he won the Badminton’s Title. Although
I never gave any of them to him. And how could I have given it to him, he
didn’t even know that I loved him.
The first conversation of love
But I was
certain that he knew about my secret love story, how could he not know that I
loved him when the whole world knew it. The sky, the trees, the earth, my
badminton racquet that I picked up when I knew it was his favorite game, and
all my friends. How could he be so ignorant of my eyes which were so full of
love and my heart which sighed every time I saw him?
I never tried to conceal my love, but I didn’t want to force him to love
me. I had walked half the distance for him and wanted him to cross the rest. I
knew he would come. Every year, a sports tournament was organized by the school
and students from all the schools across the country participated in it. It was
a big event in September. It was a very exciting experience and the perfect
platform to meet new faces and a chance to express your crush, love and…
whatever!
I was being
desperate and itching to shed the goody-two-shoes. If only I could tell him,
everything would settle. Feminism was in, a lot of girls ask guys out, and I
was not an alien.
I made up my
mind to tell him in the Badminton court. I had kept a nice frock for the
occasion. I wore it, tied my hair in a ponytail, applied home-stolen scarlet
lipstick, and my aunt’s heels (which were way too big for me). I was ready to
dispatch myself for the mission.
He was there as
expected, like the Prince Charming of Cinderella. And I was his Cinderella,
only without the glass slippers. Or so I thought. I went to the court where he
was practicing and occupied a corner. He was playing and I had to wait for him.
He looked at me and I waved. He turned away, no hints there. I stood there for
an hour and he was still playing. Why can’t he stop for a minute and listen to
me? Maybe he wanted to meet me alone and so was pretending to play.
My mind was
working furiously. But I could see that he wasn’t focused on the game as he was
missing many shots. He walked up to me. “Hey, whom are you waiting for?”
“Y…ouu…” All I
could manage to say, after stuttering for a minute.
“Me, why?” he
asked in mock surprise. By then I had summoned all my courage, enough to tell
him that it was important to talk to him alone and somewhere less public. So we
were walking together. He was eying me intensely. I got the heebie jeebies, and
yet, it excited me. It was a difficult walk, as my heels were too big for me.
But I loved it, the walk. After walking a while, he stopped abruptly. “What do
you want from me?”
“You” I blurted
without hesitation. Cheesy and ego shattering, but what can a ninth grader say
when all they used to watch back in those days was Animal Planet. He was
amused. Oh wow, he likes me. “You are kidding, right?” he asked me. I could
only shake my head for no.
“So is that why
you’re wearing a Christmas frock in September and putting on scarlet lipstick.
To lure me for a date? You look like a fool. Didn’t you see the mirror before
coming here? Go home and put that lipstick in your locker if you want to
attract a boy sometime in your life. You’re a child and I don’t date children.”
The end of love as I knew it
Snip, snip… with
each word that he uttered, he was snipping away all the confidence I ever had.
He walked away. I sat on the ground. I didn’t know when I got back home. I
could never love again. I was shattered. A year passed but my love for him
never changed even after his harsh words.
I loved him the
same way I did the first day I saw him. That love had made me a real girl. My
friends too had grown up. A very dear friend of mine used to travel in the same
school bus as he did. She was more beautiful than me. And she didn’t wear
glasses. She got friendly with him. It was done with a purpose to bring him to
me. There was a ray of hope at last. But instead of bringing him to me, she
hooked up with him. They fell in love with each other.
Time passed by
and I really grew up this time. I passed my years with good grades. My friend
and he were still together. I was still friends with her too. To pursue my
education, I went to the big city where my parents lived. But the memories of
my small town dorms and him were with me all the time. Could I ever forget him?
When I first got to my parent’s place, I didn’t like the big city. It was just
too big. And there were no things such as friendship, everyone was in his or
her own boat rowing on to crush others.
A true love story rekindled
But then I clung
close to my parents and I loved it. I was tuned to my studies and made myself
forget the whole heart-breaking “trauma” of my teen years. Do you think I could
ever make the folly of falling in love again? I never did believe I would.
But I did fall
in love again. There was this guy, my neighbor. For the first time in my life I
was a girly girl who actually was hogging all the stares of the men from Mars,
and vicious green stares from Venusian eyes. For the first time in my life, I
started flirting. “Harmless flirting”, that’s what one of my cousins called it.
My neighbor was very handsome and I could say, quite interested too.
So we started
our little game of “harmless flirting”. We would look at each other and smile.
But there was nothing more than that. No words. He was good, with words (gestures
actually, as we never spoke to each other) and I was mesmerized by his eyes. I
never thought that I could fall in love all over again. I was a veteran in love
long before it was time to be one.
I had left
everything of my past behind, even the phone numbers and addresses of my
friends. I was happy with my new found flirting partner. I had my future
clearly etched for me. I would study hard as I always did, get a job and would
flirt with him for a change, if he ever remained around that long.
I was going through
a blank frame of mind for a few days and the occasional veranda flirt also
failed to cheer me up. So I completely avoided going out on the balcony for two
days. One time, as I was sauntering home after school, I saw him. My flirting
friend. Whoa, what was he doing here? He waved his hands and gestured towards
me. I felt like I was in a stupor, I went to him. “Where were you the last two
days?” he asked.
So he could use
his mouth to communicate. Interesting.
“I was wondering
if something happened to you”, he added.
“No, I am fine”,
I managed to say. It was one thing to flirt from your balcony, but a completely
different thing to talk to him, that too in front of your school. “Wanna have
coffee?” he asked all of a sudden. “Uhm, oh, ok” Whew, I could talk to him too,
though in monosyllables. He took me to a café. I was on my first date.
My first date with love
My first date,
and I was so not ready for it! There I was on my first date. The worst part was
that he was looking so handsome. And he was talking to me like he knew me for
years. I was too busy thinking. He was asking why he didn’t see me on the
balcony the last two days. I just shrugged my shoulder and said, “Blame my
shitty mood”. I couldn’t believe that I had cussed in front of him. Ding Ding!
Minus two hundred points!
My first date
was converting into a disaster and I was the jackass axing the branch I was
sitting on. Believe it or not, surprisingly, it didn’t end in a disaster. He
asked me out and we met frequently afterwards. He was pursuing a graduate
degree. And I got to know much more about him and his family as the time
passed. His name is Andrew. Not a romantic name.
But today I can
tell you that he is the most romantic person in the world. He is responsible
for bringing out the lost confidence in me and I am not afraid to be myself
with him. He is mine and I could ask for nothing more. He proposed to me and it
was the best day of my life. Of course, I accepted and we’re going to get
married soon.
Just last month,
my first crush tracked me down on Facebook. He got my number from one of my old
classmates and called me up. He was in the city and wanted to meet. Why? Just
like that, an acquaintance with an old friend was what he said. He was begging
me to meet him. I told him that I would meet him at a café the next evening. I
was so not looking forward to meeting him though.
When I discussed
it with my fiancé, he told me to go and meet the guy. “Talking has never killed
anyone and as long as your old love story doesn’t rekindle, I have no issues.”
He was teasing me. That “old love story” had failed to revive after all those
long years. I wasn’t even able to remember his full name.
After work the
next day, I went to meet this guy. Surprisingly, I was able to recognize him.
He hadn’t changed one bit. But something was different this time, I wasn’t
feeling that tingle. Nothing. Zilch. It felt like he was just a stranger that I
had bumped into for a conversation. Perhaps I had grown up or perhaps the pages
of my love story were filled with another man’s name.
I wasn’t feeling
any bitterness towards him either. The half hour with him felt like a business
meeting. No emotions or fake emotions exchanged. I couldn’t even understand why
he even wanted to meet me. We were never friends. When I told him that I was
engaged, he seemed shocked.
“You can’t do
that to me, I like you a lot!” he said all of a sudden.
“What do you
mean by that?”
His reaction was
a surprise to me. “Your scarlet lipstick looks good on you,” he reminded me,
hoping to rekindle that day when I was crazy about him.
But it hit me
the other way, and the pain of that evening came rushing back to me. I just
looked at him, blankly. “I don’t want you to live in the past.” I wasn’t able
to hold back words this time around.
“It was just a
childhood crush. Please don’t take it seriously. I am fine with my life and
have no clue why you’re bringing this up, and now, after all these years. I am
happy with my partner and wish you can find someone nice for yourself too.
Please don’t get in touch with me again. Good luck with your life.” I told him
and rushed home to meet my love.
We can all fall
in love plenty of times, but there’s always that one special time when we come
across a perfectly true love story in your own life.
So don’t be afraid to fall in love, and don’t ever give up on it, because
romantic true love stories may seem like a fairytale, but they’re usually
always waiting for you right around the corner
Death
cannot stop true love; all it can do is delay it for a while. This is a story
between Kurt and Jewel on how they live their life for an almost love story.
Almost a Love Story
Ang sabi ng marami,
ang pag ibig daw ay parang nag-aantay ng isang masasakyang taxi. Kailangan mong
mag antay ng may darating. Kung sasabay ka sa byahe niya, kailangan mong
magbigay ng pera, at kailangan ka rin niyang suklian.
Pero ako, hindi ako
sang-ayon sa mga sinasabi nila. Paano kasi, kung nakarating na kayo sa
pupuntahan niyo? Hindi niyo ba naisip na kailangan nang umalis ng taxi? At
kailangan na niyang magpatuloy sa kanyang byahe?
Paano ka nalang?
Maiiwan ka kung saan ka bumaba?
At siya? Kailangang
mag move on? Na parang walang nangyari?
Si Jewel. Simula
nang mangyari ang trahedya sa aming buhay, hindi na niya ako pinapansin. Para
akong hangin na lang na napapadaan sa kaniya.
Lumapit siya sa kung
saan ako nakaupo. Nandito kame sa kusina ng condo na pinundar naming dalawa.
“Jewel? Papansinin
mo na ba ako?” pero nilagpasan niya lang ako at kumuha siya ng kape sa
coffee maker at umupo sa upuan katapat ng inuupuan ko.
Nakatingin lang siya
sa kawalan at mukhang malungkot yung mga mata niya. Pero hindi naman nabawasan
ang ganda niya sa kanyang morning look. Kababangon lang kasi namin mula sa
higaan. Magulo ang mahahaba niyang buhok at naniningkit pa ang kanyang magagandang
mga mata.
Hindi niya parin
talaga ako papansinin. Naaalala ko tuloy yung dati nung una siyang nagtapat sa
akin.
“Bes, may ibibigay
ako saiyo.” Inabot niya sa akin ang isang letter. Letter na nagsasabi na.
Matagal na daw siyang may gusto sa akin. Binasa ko yun sa harap niya at
naisipang lokohin siya sa pamamagitan ng aking expression sa mukha.
“Hmmm...” pero agad
siyang nagpanic at nagsalita pagkatapos kong basahin yung letter niya sa akin.
“Bes, mahal kita
higit pa sa bilang bestfriend pero kung hindi rin yun ang nararamdaman mo~~”
tinakpan ko yung bibig niya at nagsimula akong magsalita.
“Bes, paano mo
nasabing hndi rin yun ang nararamdaman ko? Mahal na mahal kita. Hindi ako
magttyaga sa katulad mo kung hindi kita mahal, haha” biro ko sa kanya.
Tinanggal niya yung
pagkakahawak ko sa kanya sa bibig, “Ang yabang mo ah! Seryoso ba yan bes?”
tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko at lumuhod sa tapat ng kinauupuan ni Jewel.
“I, Cyril Kurt
Sarmiento, loves the girl in front of me and promise to protect her and give
her all my life, will you be my girl and lifetime partner, Jewel Ricafuerte?”
Tinitigan ko siya
nun sa mukha at napakapula na yata ng kanyang mukha. Kaya pala sa limang taon
naming naging mag bestfriend ay hindi ko siya nakitang nagka boyfriend at ni
nagkagusto sa lalaki ay hindi ko rin napansin sa kanya, ako pala ang gusto
niya. Akala ko nga nung una ay tomboy siya.
Pero imposible yun
kasi nga napakaganda niya at napaka-hinhin. Napakabait at Napakamaasikasong
kaibigan din yang si Jewel, hindi lang sa akin, pati na rin sa mga kaibigan ko
at kaibigan niya. Kaya rin lalong napalapit ang loob ko sa kanya.
Hindi ko masasabing
ang love story ko ay ang pinaka magandang love story sa mundong ito. Its a
common thing to have a girl bestfriend this time. At yung girl bestfriend mo ay
nagtapat sa iyo at swerte niyong dalawa dahil matagal mo na rin siyang gusto.
Pero isa lang ang
masasabi ko nung araw na naging girlfriend ko siya. Sobrang saya ko at halos
hindi mo matanggal ang ngiti ko sa aking mga labi hanggang sa pag tulog ko.
Nagkakilala kame ni
Jewel nang mapadaan ako sa may lugar nila na kung saan ay bigla akong nabugbog
dahil inabangan pala ako ng mga kaaway namin mula sa ibang school.
Tama ang nasa isip
mo. 14 years old palang ako ay kasama na ako sa fratermity. Isa nga daw akong
gangster sabi nila.
Bugbog na bugbog ako
nung mga oras na yun. Alam ko yun dahil namamanhid na yung katawan ko nun at
nahimatay ako at pagkagising ko ay nasa bahay na ako nila Jewel.
Dun ko unang
nakilala si Jewel at ang mga magulang niya. Nag iisang anak si Jewel at sabik
magkapatid. Napag alaman kong pareho kame ng pinapasukan ng school. Simula nun
ay araw araw na kameng magkasama hanggang grumaduate kame at nagka trabaho. Dun
nagsimula ang matagal pagkakaibigan namin at tuluyan niya akong napagbago.
Halos araw-araw ay
magkasama kame. Magkasamang kumakain pag lunch. Magkasamang papasok sa school
at magkasamang uuwi. Magkasamang gagawa din ng project and assignments.
Sobrang inspired ako
nun kaya naman naging Suma- Cumlaude ako nung grumaduate ako nung college.
Nagdaan ang anim na
taon sa amin. Tuloy-tuloy parin ang byahe ng pag iibigan namin. Minsan masaya,
minsan naman ay may tampuhan. May kanya-kanya narin kameng carreer sa buhay at
naging busy na rin kame sa mga trabaho namin.
Naging isang
magaling siyang wedding planner at ako naman ay naging isang manager sa isang
kompanya ng mga langis. OO. At the age of 25, naging manager na kaagad ako. At
sapat na rin ang naipon ko upang magpakasal kameng dalawa.
Nandito kame ngayon
sa may mamahaling restaurant nag didinner sa Penthouse ng isang hotel.
Nirentahan ko ito upang isagawa ko yung pagppropose ko ng kasal. Excited ako
nun at talagang pinaghandaan ko.
“Jewel, there’s
something I need to tell you.” Tumingin siya sa akin pagkatapos niyang sumubo
ng pasta.
“Jewel, I want you
to be part of your life, legally and spiritually. Will you marry me?” tumingin
siya sa inilahad ko sa kanyang box ng singsing na may diamond sa gitna.
Pero ilang segundo
pa ay tinitigan niya lang ito. Kinuha ko yung singsing sa box at ilalagay sana
sa mga daliri niya nang tabigin niya ang aking mga kamay.
“Kurt I am sorry.”
“Sorry for what
Jewel?”
“I cannot marry you
right now..” napatungo ako at natulala sa sinabi niyang iyon. Nagflashback sa
akin lahat lahat ng mga nangyari sa amin mula nung una kameng magkakilala.
Nung nagpropose ako
sa kanya. Nung binigyan niya ako ng letter at nagtapat siya na mahal niya ako.
Yung mga pasyal namin sa iba’t ibang lugar.
Tumakbo siya
papalayo sa akin at sumakay ng Elevator. Tiningnan ko lang siya tumakbo pero
dahil kailangan ko ng dahilan kung bakit ayaw niyang magpakasal sa akin ay
sinundan ko siya. Naabutan ko pang bukas ung elevator kaya nakasabay ko parin
siya sa elevator at kaming dalawa lang sa loob.
“Baket Jewel?”
“Kurt, Please give me
some time. Give me my life back.” Hindi ko maintindihan yung life na sinasabi
niya.
“Give your Life
back?” *TING* at bumukas ang elevator sa may basement parking lot. Lumabas si
Jewel at nagsimulang maglakad.
“Jewel, stop walking
and talk to me!” Sigaw ko habang hinahabol siya. Nahawakan ko yung braso niya.
Tumigil siya at humarap sa akin.
“Talk to you?? Yan!
Yan ang gusto mo lagi. TALK WITHOUT CONVERSING!” napatayo ang balahibo ko sa
lakas at taas ng boses ni Jewel. Hindi ko siya maintindihan. Tiningnan ko si
Jewel at nakita kong tumutulo yung kanyang mga luha sa pisngi.
“Kurt, Magkasama
tayo araw araw pero parang hindi kita paramdaman. Lagi tayong nag uusap pero
parang hindi naman talagang conversation ang ginagawa naten. You are here, but
we are not together. We are not talking but we are not really communicating,
Hindi na kita maramdaman tapos ngayon magpapakasal ka sa akin? Ayokong
magpakasal sa multo Kurt. Ayoko”
“Multo? Demmet
Jewel! Simula nung magkaroon tayo ng mga trabaho, I have promised that I’ll do
everything para makaipon kaagad para mapakasalan ka at makabuo kaagad tayo ng
pamilya. I want to be secured Jewel. I want to live a good life with you.” Ang
pagpapaliwanag ko.
“You always takes me
for granted. You know how I miss you everyday. But everyday, I get used to it.
Naiilang pa nga ako pag magkasama tayo ng dalawang araw sunod sunod eh.”
Nasaktan ako sa
sinabi niya kaya naman binitawan ko yung mga braso niya, feeling ko nanlalambot
yung mga tuhod ko nun. Tumalikod ako at nagsimulang maglakad.
Pinuntahan ko yung
sasakyan ko at nagdecide na umuwi nalang sa apartment. Hindi ko ineexpect si
Jewel na sumunod sa akin. Pero nagsalita siya.
“Kurt, Its not
really what I meant. I do wanna marry you but~~”
Tumigil ako at
sumabat sa sasabihin niya.
“~~but you dont
really want to marry a guy like me.” Nagsimula ulit ako maglakad papunta sa
kotse ko. Napakalungkot ko nun. Sumakay ako sa kotse ko pero surprised
kasi si Jewel ay sumunod sa akin at sumakay din sa kotse ko dito sa gilid, sa
passanger seat.
“Kurt..”
“I understand.”
Kahit hindi ko naiintindihan kung bakit ayaw ni Jewel na magpakasal sa akin, I
understand nalang. Ayoko naman kasi ng masyadong arguement.
“Ganyang ugali ang
ayaw ko sayu Kurt. You know there’s a problem, but you dont wanna talk about
it. Ayoko ng ganyan Kurt.”
Nagsimula akong
magdrive pero hindi ko pa rin siya pinapansin. Ganun kasi ang ugali ko. Ayaw na
ayaw kong nagsasalita lalo na pag galit ako.
“Ang pagsasalita ng
galit ka ay parang pako na pinupukpok mo sa isang wood na kahit na tanggalin mo
yung pako, eh magkakabutas parin siya. Katulad yan sa pagsasalita ko pag galit.
Once na nakapagsalita ako ng hindi maganda at pag nawala na yung galit ko, kahit
gusto ko na bawiin, hindi na pwede kasi mag iiwan at mag iiwan siya ng lamat.”
Sinasabi ko habang
nagddrive kame. I cant believe that my proposal got nowhere but here. Arguing
with her.
“Kurt, hindi mo ba
talaga ako naiintindihan?”
Hindi ako nagrerespond
sa mga sinasabi niya. Hanggang sa nagsabi siya ng, “Stop the car.”
Demmet hindi pwede
kasi nasa highway kame ngayon at baka madisgrasya kame pag biglang ihihinto
yung kotse.
“Kurt, what’s wrong
with you, I said stop the car, merong truck na~~”
*eeengggggg*
The last time I know
ay bumangga yung kotse namin sa isang truck at tumalsik kaming dalawa ni Jewel
sa kotse. Basag yung windshield ng kotse. Duguan si Jewel pero ako, ok lang.
Parang hindi ako nasaktan sa nangyari.
Isinakay si Jewel sa
ambulansya at sumakay din ako upang samahan siya. Mabuti nalang at hindi rin
siya nawalan ng malay pero umiiyak siya. Dalawa na ang tumutulo sa kanyang
pisngi ngayon. Mga dugo at mga luha.
“KURT!!! KURT!!
Please dont leave me. I love you.” Pilit niyang sinasabi habang umiiyak siya.
Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya.
“Jewel, Im here I
wont leave your side. I promise.”
Naconfine siya ng
ilang araw at binantayan ko siya hanggang sa lumabas siya ng hospital. Wala na
akong pakealam sa trabaho ko, sa kotse ko, sa lahat. Ang inportante ay lagi
lang akong nasa tabi niya, pprotektahan siya. Un ung pangako ko sa kanya nung
araw na maging kame.
Pero simula nang
lumabas siya ng hospital, hindi na niya ako pinapansin. Napansin kong hindi na
rin siya pumapasok sa office niya at nag oorganize ng mga dream weddings ng mga
kliente niya.
Sunday ngayon at
maaliwalas ang umaga.
Lumapit siya sa kung
saan ako nakaupo. Nandito kame sa kusina ng condo na pinundar naming dalawa.
“Jewel? Papansinin
mo na ba ako?” pero nilagpasan niya lang ako at kumuha siya ng kape sa
coffee maker at umupo sa upuan katapat ng inuupuan ko.
Nakatingin lang siya
sa kawalan at mukhang malungkot yung mga mata niya. Pero hindi naman nabawasan
ang ganda niya sa kanyang morning look. Kababangon lang kasi namin mula sa
higaan. Magulo ang mahahaba niyang buhok at naniningkit pa ang kanyang
magagandang mga mata.
Humigop siya ng kape
at inilagay ang mga kamay niya sa kanyang mukha. Pagkatanggal niya ng kamay
niya ay may nakita akong mga luha sa kanyang mga mata.
“KURRTTTT!!! I
SHOULD HAVE SAY YES!! DEMMET KURT!! I SHOULD HAVE SAY YES!!!”
“Jewel andito lang
ako sa harap mo,, nag aantay ako na kausapin mu ulit ako. Totoo ba yan? Gusto
mo nang magpakasal sa akin?” napangiti naman ako sa sinabing iyon ni Jewel.
Pero ang
nakapagtataka, baket umiiyak siya?
“Kurt you promised
me hindi mo ako iiwan. Oo prinotektahan mo ako pero iniwan mo ako! Kasalanan ko
ito. I am so confused that time, but I am so sorry. Hindi ko inintindi na para
sa akin pala ang lahat ng mga ginagawa mo. Masaya sana tayong dalawa ngayon.
Huhuhu” Humahagulgol si Jewel ng todo. Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga nangyayari.
Hinawakan ko yung
kamay niya ngunit tumagos lang yung mga kamay ko sa kamay niya. Hindi ko siya
mahawakan.
Anung nangyayari!!!
“Jewel whats
happening! Baket ka umiiyak?! Bakit hindi mo ako pinapansin ng ilang linggo na?
Baket hindi mo ako naririnig? Baket hindi kita mahawakan!!”
Hindi kaya....
*KRING!!! KRING!!*
Cellphone niya
nagriring, sinilip ko at tumatawag yung mommy ko.
“Yes mom, I already
prepared everything including the Mass Card for the funeral. Yes, I’ll be there
in 2 hours,” ibinaba ni Jewel yung cellphone at pumasok sa banyo.
Hinanap ko yung mass
card na sinabi ni Jewel na prinipare nia. Nakita ko siya sa Lamesita sa may
sala namin.
To my Love, Kurt:
God took you home to Heaven.
I begged you not to leave.
He has a place set aside for you,
And I am left to grieve.
I miss your gentle smile,
Your laugh and neverending love.
Please watch over me down here
From your new home up above.
My life has changed forever.
There is a hole now in my heart.
I will wait until I am called,
Then we will never part.
Totoo palang ang pag
ibig ay parang pagsakay ng taxi. Sasakay ka at sasabay sa journey niya. Pero
kapag dumating na kayo sa pupuntahan mo. Bibigyan mo siya ng love at in return,
susuklian din niya iyon ng pagmamahal. Pero sana hindi katulad ng ordinaryong
pagsakay mo lang ng taxi ang mangyari.
Kung may lubak,
kumapit. Kung smooth naman ang daan, enjoy. Wag na wag mo rin i-take for
granted ang mga bagay bagay habang nasa loob ka ng taxi. Pag masyadong malamig,
make it warm, pero kapag mainit, magpalamig ka ng konti.
Hindi mo alam kung
hanggang saan aabutin ang metro mo pero pag oras mo nang bumaba, kailangan mong
bumaba at kailangan niyang mag move on. Kasi may byahe pa siya.
Naiintindihan ko na
ang lahat. Namatay pala ako sa byahe naming iyon. Pero hindi pwedeng mamatay
ang pagmamahal at pangako ko para sa kanya. I will watch her everytime and when
she’s already called. We will never be apart again. My life with her on earth
is Almost a love story.
A/N: Hello guys! Sa
sobrang depressed ko, nakagawa tuloy ako ng one shot story. Sana magustuhan
niyo. Vote lang kayo ah! Salamat mga siz at Bros!
Patricia Highsmith, The Price
of Salt
Truman Capote, Breakfast at
Tiffany’s
James Agee, A Death in the
Family
Mary McCarthy, The Group
Lorrie Moore, Who Will Run
the Frog Hospital?
Fae Myenne Ng, Bone
Armistead Maupin, Michael
Tolliver Lives
Junot Díaz, The Brief
Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao
Thomas Pynchon, Inherent Vice
Octavia Butler, Fledgling
Richard Powers, Generosity
Gary Shteyngart, Super Sad
True Love Story
It’s an old American
story: re-invent yourself
on the run, without time to think about the consequences or even what you’re
running from and why. And
yet the past keeps turning up, like your own shadow. What then? Whom do you turn to?—for you can’t get
where you’re going on your own. That’s
where the real story begins.
This grouping of books
features heroines and heroes you won’t be able to forget, as well as a range of
genres from tragedy to satire, not to mention Pynchon’s take on the detective
story and Butler’s complete reimagining of vampire/fantasy/sf. Coming-of-age tales with teenagers or
twenty-somethings as the protagonists, contrasted with characters reassessing
their past from the vantage point of middle age. Primarily works from the 1950s and
1990-2010, but the time in which these fictions are set range from the 1930s to
rather unsettling visions of the U.S. in the very near future. One novel per week.
Patricia Highsmith, The Price
of Salt. You won’t believe
this could get published, even pseudonymously, in the early 1950s.
Truman Capote, Breakfast at
Tiffany’s. Holly
Golightly: Is she the most
intriguing heroine in 1950s U.S. fiction? Dahling, please, you must say yes.
James Agee, A Death in the
Family. “We are talking now
of summer evenings in Knoxville, Tennessee, in the time that I lived there [in
the 1930s] so successfully disguised to myself as a child….”
Mary McCarthy, The
Group. Eight strong-willed
Swarthmore, I mean Vassar, women known to their classmates as “the group”;
follows their lives after they graduate in 1933.
Lorrie Moore, Who Will Run
the Frog Hospital? Don’t be
fooled by the kooky title—teenage friendship and coming of age in upstate NY,
deep and sad and funny.
[over]
Fae Myenne Ng, Bone. Amy Tan—not. Family: can’t live with them and can’t
live without them. One of
the best teenage heroines ever: Leila Leong. And non-tourist San Francisco for a
setting.
Armistead Maupin, Michael
Tolliver Lives. The latest
sequel by the author of Tales of the City. Like Bone, a gritty love letter to San
Francisco. Queer marriage
enduring the Bush years and post-9/11, but the book is also about what makes
any relationship a strong one. Told
with wit and compassion.
Junot Díaz, The Brief
Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao. For
those of you who missed your mandatory 2 seconds of Dominican history, learn to
answer the question “Of what import are brief, nameless lives … to Galactus?” Pulitzer Prize 2008.
Thomas Pynchon, Inherent
Vice. Stoner noir detective
tragicomedy set in LA in 1970, and it comes with its own R&B and surfer
soundtrack. Thomas
Pynchon’s latest confabulation.
Octavia Butler,
Fledgling. Twilight is
soooo pathetic compared to Butler’s last novel, set in the near future. A smart, scary take on vampires and
race featuring another great heroine. What
if getting a vampire’s bite were as pleasurable as an orgasm and also gave you
anti-aging antigens?
Richard Powers,
Generosity. Another “what
if”: what if you might have
a gene for happiness and optimism and a genome scientist wants to patent it
…? By a writer equally at
home in the sciences and the humanities, showing why we need both.
Gary Shteyngart, Super Sad
True Love Story. Eunice
Park and Lenny Abramov, GlobalTeen texting and Jewish comic pessimism: a super
sad true love fiasco from our greatest contemporary satirist, an American Gogol
for our end-of-empire iPhone era.
9) TRUE LOVE NEVER FAILS
This story is about my classmate who was the topper of the class. She used
to spend time more on learning like a book worm with less concentration towards
games, extra curriculars etc. She was not so beautiful. She was from
a Orthodox family. Days passed by and she was still in her books studying
and studying, she reached 6th Std.
And one fine day a new
boy joined the same class. Soon he became her neighbour too. They just met for
doubt clarifications about classes and mostly about studies. As days went, they
started moving together as thick friends. Once the girl went to her native and
the guy missed her so much and once she came back, he immediately proposed her.
And the girl who was
waiting for these words, said OK immediately. It was 10th Std now and the
parents of both of them were strict in scoring good marks. So they stopped
meeting for many days. But during exams one day, both of them met and bad luck
of that day that the guy’s mom saw them being close. They were seperated. The
guy for his mother’s wish studied well, stpooed talking to the girl but the
girl who was the topper in the class missed concentration. RESULTS ARRIVED. The
girl scored less marks with an average % but the guy was under Distinction. He
became the topper. Both passed school and went to college. The guy kept up his
promise with his mom and cut the relationship with the girl. But the girl was
mad in love with the guy, so tried getting information about the guy and the
college he studied.
Months passed. One day
the guy got a call in his boy’s hostel. It was 3pm. He was blank as his mom
never used to call him by 3pm but she calls only by night. He said HELLO over
the phone and the other side was just silence for a moment and then said HELLO in
a sweet voice. The guy felt so guilty. He knew it was she who called but he
dropped of the phone saying dont call me again.
Then he received calls
frequently and the guilty consious felt that he has spoiled the life of a girl
and started talking again as a friend with limits. But the girl was the same.
She loved him a lot. Days passed and they became 30yrs but still
unmarried trying to convince their parents for their marriage.
ITS ONLY BECAUSE OF
THE GIRL”S TRUE LOVE AND EMOTION THAT THE GUY CHANGED AND UNDERSTOOD HER AND
HER LOVE
TRUE LOVE NEVER
FAILS…..
10) A real-life college love story
Sreelatha met singer Biju Narayanan during her pre-degree class at
Maharaja’s College, Kochi. “We had feelings for each other in the first year
itself,” says Sreelatha. “But we were too young to understand what we felt. But
once we reached the degree class, things began to get serious.” At that time,
her most memorable moment was on a Valentine’s Day, when Biju presented her
with a card on which he had inscribed, ‘To My Wife’.
Biju
impressed her on another occasion. One day, a classmate, Asha told Biju that
there was a beautiful, fair, and slim girl in the science group, who was also a
singer. Asha said, “This girl will be a good match for you.” But Biju replied,
“I would like to get friendly only if I want to get married. I am not
interested in a romance.” Says Sreelatha: “Biju’s reply made me very happy. I
realised he was not the flirty type.”
In the final
year, Biju proposed marriage. But they were both only twenty years old. “How
would we live?” says Sreelatha. “We had no income.” So, she decided to do her
law degree and secured admission in the Law College at Thiruvananthapuram.
One day, she
left for the state capital, accompanied by her father, Narayanan Nair. During
the journey he gave her a Malayalam magazine in which there was an article on
upcoming singers. “There was a photo and an article about Biju,” she says.
“Since my father knew that Biju was a classmate, he had given me the magazine.
I read through it with joy but I also felt guilty because my parents did not
know that I was in love with Biju.”
Following
the law degree, both Biju and Sreelatha enrolled for their MA in Maharaja’s
College. And it was only on January 23, 1998, a full ten years after they first
met, that they got married. During those years, Biju established himself as a
devotional and playback singer.
For
Sreelatha, what she likes about her husband is his straight-forwardness. “He
will not talk ill of anybody behind their back,” she says. “Biju is a loving
and loyal person, although he does not express it. He has the same friends that
he had in college.”
Since Biju
is on tours often, Sreelatha has to handle the day-to-day running of the
household and to look after their children, Sidharth, 13, and Suryanarayan, 8,
both of whom study at Bhavan’s Kendriya Vidyalaya school in Giri Nagar. “The
children and I are used to his absences,” says Sreelatha. “But they look
forward to his return because he always brings them gifts.”
As a father
Biju is close to his sons. “But there are times when he gets distracted and
goes into a different world of his own,” says Sreelatha. “I don’t know what he
is thinking.”
For
Sreelatha, the one drawback of Biju is that he can lose his temper. “It can be
over the most trivial of matters,” she says. “It cannot be predicted. I do get
hurt at times. But I know this happens because he is a sensitive person.”
Sreelatha is
also sensitive when it comes to being in the spotlight. “I am a private
person,” she says. “There are people who enjoy being known. That is not the
case with me. I don’t like to go for public functions. This hesitation puts
Biju into a problem. Because he has to go alone, while the others are
accompanied by their wives.”
On the rare
occasions that she goes to witness a concert by her husband, she feels nervous.
“Biju is also like that,” she says. “On the day of a performance, he is tense
from the morning. He hardly eats anything, but once the show begins, after two
or three songs, he begins to relax. That is the time I enjoy his singing.”
Her
favourite is the first film song Biju had sung: ‘Pathu Veluppinu’ from
‘Venkalam’. “Thanks to that, his career took off,” she says. “So, naturally, I
like that song the most.”
Asked about
advice she would give to youngsters who are about to get married, Sreelatha
says, “Marriage is all about adjustments. If both are adamant, it will not
work. Earlier, people would say the wife should be accommodating. But nowadays,
when husband and wife are working, there should be compromises from both
sides.”
She says
that there should be a sense of sharing and affection between the spouses. “We
should also love our in-laws in the same way we love our own parents,” says
Sreelatha. “The children are watching how you treat your elders. Then they will
treat you in the same way.”
11) Military: A beautiful true love story
One day, a young guy and a young
girl fell in love.
But the guy came from a poor family. The girl’s
parents weren’t too happy.
So the young man decided not only to court the girl
but to court her parents as well. In time, the parents saw that he was a good
man and was worthy of their daughter’s hand.
But there was another problem: The man was a
soldier. Soon, war broke out and he was being sent overseas for a year. The
week before he left, the man knelt on his knee and asked his lady love, “Will
you marry me?” She wiped a tear, said yes, and they were engaged. They agreed
that when he got back in one year, they would get married.
But tragedy struck. A few days after he left, the
girl had a major vehicular accident. It was a head-on collision.
When she woke up in the hospital, she saw her
father and mother crying. Immediately, she knew there was something wrong.
She later found out that she suffered brain injury.
The part of her brain that controlled her face muscles was damaged. Her once
lovely face was now disfigured. She cried as she saw herself in the mirror.
“Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster.” Her body was also covered
with so many ugly wounds.
Right there and then, she decided to release her
fiancé from their promise. She knew he wouldn’t want her anymore. She would
forget about him and never see him again.
For one year, the soldier wrote many letters—but
she wouldn’t answer. He phoned her many times but she wouldn’t return her
calls.
But after one year, the mother walked into her room
and announced, “He’s back from the war.”
The girl shouted, “No! Please don’t tell him about
me. Don’t tell him I’m here!”
The mother said, “He’s getting married,” and handed
her a wedding invitation.
The girl’s heart sank. She knew she still loved
him—but she had to forget him now.
With great sadness, she opened the wedding invitation.
And then she saw her name on it! Confused,
she asked, “What is this?”
That was when the young man entered
her room with a bouquet of flowers. He knelt beside her and asked, “Will you
marry me?”
The girl covered her face with her hands and said,
“I’m ugly!”
The man said, “Without your permission, your mother
sent me your photos. When I saw your photos, I realized that nothing has
changed. You’re still the person I fell in love. You’re still as beautiful as
ever. Because I love you!”
12) Short Romantic Love Stories
A girl asked a boy if she was
pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her
forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she
walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave.
As she walked away he grabbed her
arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I
don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I
wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
A man bought 12
flowers. 11 real and 1 fake. He said, "I will love you until the last
flower dies."
One night a guy and a girl were
driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because
of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked
the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings
had changed and that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as
he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat,
killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
There was a girl named
Becca and a boy named Joe. Becca was in a burning house. None of the
firefighters could get in the house because the fire was too big. Joe dressed
in one of the fire suits and got into the house. When he got up the stairs, the
steps fell off behind him. When he got into her room he sealed the door up
behind him. He held her tight, kissed her, huged her, then said that he loved
her. She asked what was wrong, and he said that he was going to die. Her eyes
widened as she began to cry. He picked her up and jumped out of the four story
house. He landed on his back with her on top of him. He died to save her life.
There was girl who
loved a boy so much she said to the boy, "If I told you that I liked you,
would you take it as a joke?"
The boy said, "Yes I would."
She asked, "Why?"
The boy replied, "Because I know you don't like me, I know you love me!"
The boy said, "Yes I would."
She asked, "Why?"
The boy replied, "Because I know you don't like me, I know you love me!"
A girl and guy were
speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a big hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a big hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? It's bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.
Girl: Can I confess
something?
Guy: Sure!
Girl: You have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
Guy: Can I confess something as well?
Girl: Yeah.
Guy: This smile only exists because Of you!
Guy: Sure!
Girl: You have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
Guy: Can I confess something as well?
Girl: Yeah.
Guy: This smile only exists because Of you!
Once a guy said to a
girl: "Love is like a rainbow, it's colourful and makes people smile.
Love is like an ocean, it's deep and beautiful.
Love is like the sun, it shines and it's warm.
Love is like rain, it's calm and refreshing.
Will you let me show you that love?"
The girl shook her head while smiling: "No"
The guy looked down sadly and then he heard her saying these words: "I want you to show me YOUR love..."
Love is like an ocean, it's deep and beautiful.
Love is like the sun, it shines and it's warm.
Love is like rain, it's calm and refreshing.
Will you let me show you that love?"
The girl shook her head while smiling: "No"
The guy looked down sadly and then he heard her saying these words: "I want you to show me YOUR love..."
One day, a lover was
angry with his girlfriend and tried to stab her with a knife. He accidentally
cut his own finger badly with the knife, started bleeding, and knelt down in
pain. His girlfriend bent down and bandaged up his finger and tended to him.
There was a blind girl
who was filled with animosity and despised the world. She didn't have many
friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else. She always
used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him. Suddenly, one day
someone donated her a pair of eyes.
And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend. She was astonished to see that her boyfriend was blind. He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"
She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."
With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."
And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend. She was astonished to see that her boyfriend was blind. He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"
She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."
With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."
Boy: I would like you
to do something important for me.
Girl: Yes?
Boy: When you get home today, thank your mom for me.
Girl: Sure, but why?
Boy: Thank her because she gave birth to an angel who was put into my life and one day whom I hope will become my wife.
Girl: Yes?
Boy: When you get home today, thank your mom for me.
Girl: Sure, but why?
Boy: Thank her because she gave birth to an angel who was put into my life and one day whom I hope will become my wife.
A boy was dating a
girl who always hurt him. One day, she broke up with him and told him, "I
don't ever want to see you again."
A few months later, the girl had a change of heart. She realized that she loved the boy, so she went back and said to him, "Give me just one more chance. I love you and I need you. I promise that I will never hurt you again."
But the boy just laughed and said to her, "Only a fool would take back someone who hurt them so much."
The girl felt hopeless and began to cry, but the boy put his arms around her, held her tightly and said, "...and I am one of those fools.
A few months later, the girl had a change of heart. She realized that she loved the boy, so she went back and said to him, "Give me just one more chance. I love you and I need you. I promise that I will never hurt you again."
But the boy just laughed and said to her, "Only a fool would take back someone who hurt them so much."
The girl felt hopeless and began to cry, but the boy put his arms around her, held her tightly and said, "...and I am one of those fools.
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